Closure

I had a strange dream last night. In the dream, I met this guy who is or was a friend of mine. I'm quite upset with him for a lot of things. From how he suddenly ignore me, never reply my messages, when I hi-ed him on chat.. he'll offline himself and he sort of shut me out from his life. I don't mind if he does not want to be my friend anymore or mad at me or hates me. It is when you dont know WHY. Yes, this I mind.

I, however, never really confront him for reasons. For me, his actions speak louder than word. I got you, my friend. My last sffort on communication was just a Frienster message for Hari Raya wishes or something, and I asked for his forgiveness if I ever did something wrong to him. Yes, he never replied and we have not communicated or spoken since then. I just hope, if I ever have done wrong, he had forgived me. I so wish that there'll be time and place that we may cross path again and I will get some answers. Insya Allah...

Back to the dream I had. Yes, I met him! After all this years.. finally I met him! OK, it's just a dream. But I met him. We talked. I told him what I felt. Why he didn't this? Why he didn't that? Why he did that? He gave his answers. He gave his reasons.

Then, I woke up. Weirdly, I felt relieved. I felt like a huge burden from my thoughts, my heart had been lifted. I felt like I got my freedom. MY CLOSURE...